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| Fri, 11-03-2006 - 10:52pm |
I am not so good at comming to the boards whenI need to. I had a real bad day a week ago and almost ended up fihgting with the police and almost ended up in the hospital by force but luckily I didnt go i/p bc the hospitals here really stink. well I totaly messed up my back from wrestling around on the ground with the cops and hospital staff, so no wI am taking some really strong pain meds and muscle relaxers but have made some safety measures that I will not haev any pills here that I could harm myself so I feel as if I am doing much better, am giving Lexapr and Risperdal a second chance.
I dont post here much bc I guess you could say I am/was in denial but not so much anymore I am pretty sure I am PB my sister is BP and I think my father is also so I am pretty sure I am but any how I am rambling on. my moods are so bad 1 min I am happy then bamb I am in a depressed mood to a angry mood to a hyper mood all in one day this happens a lot during the day and I am tired of the roller coaster I am on with my moods so I am willing to give any medicine a chance right now.
All I know is that i have to be the best mom,wife, and friend I can possibly be I am tired of losing ppl that i care about due to my moods and what I do and say to ppl that I care about. I have lost 1 friend already and I think I am losing my best friend now due to what I do and that is so sad, but all I can do is try. Sorry for Rambling on.
Keli if you read this could you please email me at brownice70@aol.com or use my email addy in my profile, I really need to ask you some Q's
Thanks Mary
| Sat, 11-04-2006 - 4:34pm |
