i think tdoc is p.o.ed at me
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i think tdoc is p.o.ed at me
| Mon, 11-06-2006 - 6:44am |
yesterday when i tried to get to her,there was the ny marathon going on that day.it hadn't started yet but EVERY single entrance to the passway i needed to cross was blocked.when i asked 2 cops what to do they said they didn't know.it was so late at that point i went home.
tdoc told me to come at 9:30 that night.i had already had a conversation w/ my mother discussing how i had put myself in a tower of my own making.a tower my h was comfortable having me in.
i was spent & i didn't feel like talking & i couldn't imagine being up at 9:30.i didn't WANT to be awake at 9:30 much less driving around...so i called & cancelled & told her i'd pay her but i wasn't coming.
i shouldn't care what she thinks but i care what everyone thinks.soon i won't have anyone & i don't have the energy to fix my life.
tdoc told me to come at 9:30 that night.i had already had a conversation w/ my mother discussing how i had put myself in a tower of my own making.a tower my h was comfortable having me in.
i was spent & i didn't feel like talking & i couldn't imagine being up at 9:30.i didn't WANT to be awake at 9:30 much less driving around...so i called & cancelled & told her i'd pay her but i wasn't coming.
i shouldn't care what she thinks but i care what everyone thinks.soon i won't have anyone & i don't have the energy to fix my life.

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