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Mon, 11-13-2006 - 10:29am

Thank you all for your support. My mom just got out of ICU last night. Into a regular room. Bleeding in her brain has stopped. The blood is still there...they cannot drain it, or put in a shunt. She's really sick from the blood. Can't eat much.

Anyway, it was the hardest, worst week of my entire life.

I'm on the very verge of falling apart. My BP decided to kick my a$$ the last two days and its been rough. I'm so exhausted. I'm in pain in every joint and muscle of my body (stress flare).

I'm back at work. Very much behind. Overwhelmed.

I feel like everything is spinning out of control and I don't know what to do but watch it happen.

I'm going to try to get an appt. through EAP at work, for a tdoc.

Hate my pdoc. Will not call her, period.

Anyway, thanks again to you all.

Love you.

Keli

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Registered: 04-06-2005
In reply to: keli003
Mon, 11-13-2006 - 10:36am

I'm so glad you posted...I've been worried about you.

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Registered: 04-27-2006
In reply to: keli003
Mon, 11-13-2006 - 11:03am

I am glad your mom got out of ICU. I have been worried about you. I know this has been so hard on you.


The BP is kicking your butt because of the external stress triggering it...as you already know.


If you need meds adjusted...call pdoc. I know you don't like her but you still need to take care of yourself.


Feeling out of control is normal. There are things happening that you can't do much about except go with the flow and that is hard to do when you want to make everything better.


I hope EAP is able to set you up with tdoc. Can you change pdocs? You need someone you can feel comfortable working with. I know right now you don't feel up to handling that, but when things calm down maybe you can put something in action on finding a new pdoc.


I love you and I am here for you if you need me.


I will be praying more for your mom to recover completely from her accident with no aftermath problems. I have been keeping you and your family in my prayers.


I love you. I hope things ease up on you soon.


Take your work at work one step at a time.


Big Hugs to you,


Tina




     ~ Tina ~