Not Well at all....TRIGS TRIGS TRIGS

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Registered: 04-27-2006
Not Well at all....TRIGS TRIGS TRIGS
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Sun, 11-26-2006 - 9:16am

Don't read if you are depressed. It is dark.


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     ~ Tina ~

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Registered: 07-22-2006
Sun, 11-26-2006 - 9:33am

Tina,

I am so sorry you are feeling this way. I know nothing I say can change the way you feel, but I just wanted to let you know I am thinkging about you.

Will you be able to get an extension on your book reports? Maybe the professor will cut you a break because you were sick and your pain meds made it impossible to get anything done.

I hope you are able to get out of this depression soon and start feeling better.

Hugs,
Peg

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Registered: 07-08-2004
Sun, 11-26-2006 - 2:13pm

Tina, I hate to hear that you are in such a dark place. Try not to worry about the book reports, just do what you can. I can't imagine a professor not giving an extension in such a circumstance.

About your boyfriend - I have read lists of clues that a relationship is over including you hate the sound of his voice, you feel lonlier with him there than when he's gone, you feel no desire to commemorate special occasions with gifts or cards. I think we should add "he refuses to take you to the ER when you are in agonizing pain". I know that a relationship that has lasted this long can be difficult to end, for both emotional and financial reasons, but his behavior is shocking. Isn't this the second time he has refused to do this? It's no wonder you are depressed. This is not the reaction you should receive from your partner.

I am sorry you have been so sick lately and that you have wrestled with suicidal feelings. I know that tug-of-war you describe quite well. I'm glad you were able to win that round. Keep fighting it. Everyone cares so much about you here.

Take care,
Cari

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Registered: 05-02-2006
Sun, 11-26-2006 - 2:50pm

((((((((Tina))))))) Sweetie, you know I know what you're going through. And I'm glad you won that tug-of-war. I'm sorry though that your bf wouldn't take you to the er. What was he thinking??? Anyway, you are fighting and that's what's important. Yeah, I get that you're tired of fighting. I REALLY get that. But we have to keep fighting. It does get better and we both know that. It may not be today, but nobody knows what tomorrow holds. So try to get back on schedule with your meds and get that kidney stone taken care of if you haven't already. Start taking care of you. You so deserve it. You've taken care of everybody else for so long and put yourself on the back-burner and that's not fair to you. Trust me, I know what I'm saying. I just need to learn to practice what I preach. LOL. Like someone suggested, talk to your prof and explain that you've been ill and see if you can get an extension. The worst that can happen is that he'll say no. But he might surprise you and grant you that extension. It's worth a shot.


But definitely don't give up. You have an extended family right here on this board and we love you very much and would be very sad if you quit fighting. So hang in there please. Keep venting and I'll do the same. We'll get through this together. K?


Love You,
Traci

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Registered: 04-07-2002
Sun, 11-26-2006 - 4:56pm

{{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}

I have no advice for you really, except that life is worth the fight even when it seems like it isn't. I didn't write that earlier, because it seemed dumb. But it is true, and you will be in my thoughts and prayers.

Express!
Beth "Petrouchka"

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Registered: 10-27-2006
Sun, 11-26-2006 - 5:22pm

DON"T GIVE UP! That's the easy way out. Think about it. You know it will pass. Just try not to worry and it will surely be better in a couple of days. And, remember we are here for you.

Take care Sweetie

Shelia