Traci !!

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Traci !!
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Thu, 11-30-2006 - 8:58am

Morning !!


I'm so proud you went to tdoc and talked to her so openly about things.


I wanted to make sure you got my post today, so I hope you don't mind.


About the lights....can another dd/ds help with that?

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Registered: 05-02-2006
In reply to: cl_igemini53182
Thu, 11-30-2006 - 9:25am

thanks donna. maybe i'll get dd to go up with me. that's a good idea. i just wish i was strong enough to do it on my own ya know? it makes me feel childish to need someone up there with me to keep me from doing something stupid. but at the same time, i know it's probably for the best.


my other problem is my paranoia is back. and i don't know how to get rid of that. i absolutely hate that. i just don't feel strong right now. i feel out of control and on a downward spiral which is very close to the bottom right now.


thanks for the words of encouragement though. i'll keep you posted.


love you,


traci

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In reply to: cl_igemini53182
Thu, 11-30-2006 - 9:32am

don't think of it that way...just tell her you want her help and you want to show her how to do it for when she's older...just make it seem like you are a team, not that you can't do it alone...kwim?


I'm not sure what to do about the paranoia...maybe someone else can talk about that and give you some advise...sorry :o(


hang in there


love u !

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Registered: 10-27-2006
In reply to: cl_igemini53182
Thu, 11-30-2006 - 10:02am

Not sure what medications you take, But sometimes I get paraonia, not very often since I'm on zyprexa. But use to when I did alot, mine was due to lack of sleep.

take care

Shelia

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Registered: 05-02-2006
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Thu, 11-30-2006 - 1:29pm

hi shelia. i'm on zyprexa too. i take 15 mgs. i don't know maybe it needs to be increased along with the cymbalta. at one point i was on 20 mgs but pdoc took me back down to 15 mgs for some reason. may have been the weight gain. not sure. but i am on topomax to counter the weight gain, so maybe i should call her again and let her know about the paranoia and see what she says. i just hate to call her again. between me and my tdoc we've talked talked to her practically every day this week. i know that's why she's there, but i feel like i've been