i'm here and not well. the argument my ex and i got into the other day drove me to si again. tdoc got mad at me as a result. she and pdoc now are both talking ect and i'm scared. i've got to go in tonight to tdoc's office and sign a safety contract because before i si'd the other night i had told her i wouldn't but my word didn't hold so she's hoping, as am i, that my written signature will keep me from doing anything stupid. pdoc, in the meanwhile, is referring me to another pdoc who actually does the ect. i just want the cymbalta increase to kick in and fix all of this mess so i can avoid the ect and not have to worry about si'ing again.
i'm here and not well. the argument my ex and i got into the other day drove me to si again. tdoc got mad at me as a result. she and pdoc now are both talking ect and i'm scared. i've got to go in tonight to tdoc's office and sign a safety contract because before i si'd the other night i had told her i wouldn't but my word didn't hold so she's hoping, as am i, that my written signature will keep me from doing anything stupid. pdoc, in the meanwhile, is referring me to another pdoc who actually does the ect. i just want the cymbalta increase to kick in and fix all of this mess so i can avoid the ect and not have to worry about si'ing again.