Humpty Dumpty had a great fall........

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Registered: 12-22-2005
Humpty Dumpty had a great fall........
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Mon, 12-18-2006 - 10:03am

So im not manic anymore and I got outta bed this morning.I posted earlier about this( MANIC AND DESTRUCTIVE) Anyway i now have a raging kidney infection and UTI. I suppose i deserve worse but we'll see.

I owe huge apoligies to almost everyone of my friends and some people here for being a beligerent smart-ass. For the yelling and screaming and name calling. I mean WTF!! A few of my frineds wont talk to me cause they are so very mad at me. They know im BP but that doesnt take away the hurt feelings. Tk was right my buddy has been a realy good friend and i know i can never repay him but I wrote him a letter apologizing and letting him know how grateful i am for him. I still havent gotten my car keys or cell phone back yet.BOOOOOOO!!!!! Thanks to everyone here.

....all the kings horses and all the kings men couldn't put Humpty together again.

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Registered: 04-06-2005
Mon, 12-18-2006 - 12:00pm

oh i'm so sorry you have a kidney infection and uti...no fun, no fun at all !!!


no worries....lots of people go thru what you just did and completely understand.

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Registered: 09-01-2004
Mon, 12-18-2006 - 1:32pm

In NO way, shape or form, do you "deserve" to be sick--your mania is a symptom of another sickness, your BP!

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Registered: 12-22-2005
Tue, 12-19-2006 - 8:39am
Thanks for the superglue.....My guy friend gave me my keys and cell phone back so thats good. The UTI came from the amount of sex i had while manic so it could be worse. I do really appreciate this board and the people on it.
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Registered: 07-08-2003
Tue, 12-19-2006 - 9:08am

Hey there! I don't post here very often but this morning I read your "Manic and Destructive" thread, and now this one. I was manic myself the last 2 weeks or so because my 'script ran out and I was enjoying the mania so much that I didn't bother to get it refilled. Sick thinking.

Eventually, both my secretary and my DH told me it was time to go back on the meds, and even I noticed myself talking too much in the office, telling stories, laughing, talking to everyone everywhere, and finally threw in the towel. I saw my pdoc last Friday and now I'm back on the mania meds. My charming, perky self has been dulled back down so I'm easier for others to tolerate.

It feels crummy to me, though. I wish I didn't have to medicate in order to be "OK" to be with other people. I miss being able to get so much done in a day and actually having a sex drive. For the most part, thanks to the mania meds, I could go weeks and months without having sex with my DH. At least while I was off them, I was able to enjoy being with him.

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Registered: 12-22-2005
Tue, 12-19-2006 - 1:48pm

I know what you mean. Besides the crazy high sex drive i can do without, the rest i like. being able to get things done. Im a writer so i actually produced some work because I was me.

I hate that when on medi'si feel like half a person mentally but I quess thats the price you pay for "normal". I do hate that word. Perhaps " socially permitted behaviour patterns" is better.