Venting, need support, *possible trigs*

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Registered: 08-11-2006
Venting, need support, *possible trigs*
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Fri, 01-05-2007 - 9:10am

Just a vent basically.....I hate yellow pages that are set up so goofy you can't find the psychiatric section....they have one BIG yellow pages section with ALL the M.D.'s listed and if ya don't know the name your lost, the psychiatric subsection lists only a small portion of the pdocs here in town GRRRRRR!!!!!!! DW's depression came back full force on Tue. and have been reacting to that, didn't realize how badly it had triggered me until I found myself crying at songs on the radio. FOR ONCE the insurance company was helpful (MARK IT ON YOUR CALENDER FOLKS!!!!!), e-mailed me a list of pdocs and one had JUST been added (THEY didn't even know they had been approved for my insurance carrier, I had their provider number and they didn't yet), got an appointment in two weeks for DW.

Starting to REALLY think I need a tdoc, the excrement fairy has come to visit my house again, anyone want to take him/her from me?

tk

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Fri, 01-05-2007 - 10:29am

TK,


I'm with you on the yellow pages--ours is the same and it drives me wild.

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Fri, 01-05-2007 - 11:16am

Thanks. I have not been too "overjoyed" with any of the tdocs I've gone to (our MC did allow me to vent all my frustrations and then allowed DW and myself to talk through them), I am hoping to find one who specializes in bp and see how THAT works.

Guard inmate sex kind of amuses me, especially the consensual, but we MUST be PC and can't descriminated and tell male corrections officers they can't work in the female prisons and vice versa, DUHHH, you put the opposite sex in a position of control over the other and feces occurs. IMHO. I do think that diry little fairy needs to be put in shackles and forced to live in her own excrement she creates.

Things had started REALLY improving around my house too. DW and myself were doing pretty good (all things considered), but now this. Thank God I am on meds finally, I can picture what I would have been like unmedicated, I would NOT be handling things as calmly as I am right now and I would NOT be in a mild depression I would be in a full blown rage, STILL, three days later. I think we're making it now though. I got DW in so quick because I told pdoc she was basically non-functioning and suicidal....THAT got their attention. She's not that bad, but was headed that way....with an appointment and knowing we are working towards a solution she is doing better.

tk

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Fri, 01-05-2007 - 11:42am

I hear ya on all counts.


I was just thinking my relationship was doing pretty darn well too...HA what a joke that is !


Every year I hope its better then the previous...doesn't seem like 07 is going to it either.


I'm glad you found a pdoc for her so quickly...hopefully she can hang in there for those two weeks.


Keep us posted, and vent away my friend...its one of the reasons we are here.

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Registered: 04-27-2006
Fri, 01-05-2007 - 5:51pm

TK,


I am sorry to hear your dw is facing the depression demon so hard. It is great the ins. company sent you those pdoc names and numbers. I hope your dw feels better soon and gets a great pdoc to help her. I know it is hard to deal with your own bipolar issues when your dw is feeling bad as well. It can trigger us when our mates are in a negative mood, believe me I know :(


Good luck


Let us know how the pdoc goes for her.


Tina




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