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Tue, 03-13-2007 - 9:49pm

I havent been around in a while and dont recognize most of you but I needed to get this out somewhere. I thought things were finally getting better with the Risperdal @ 2mg then the pdoc added Lamictal and it was hell ever since, I had problems with it the first time now that I look back at it, but I thought it was the lithium...but now after having some of the same problems again I know its the lamictal...so I am off it again because I got this weird rash when he upped my dose. Anyways, I just dont know which way to go anymore and I am so overwhelmed with life and trying to fight this stupid disease. I need to lose weight and I need to finish this one stupid class so I can get my bachelor's and finally graduate from college....and I just want to give up on all of it. I dont want to go to school or clean the house or get out of bed even....I just want to be able to be happy and calm and feel normal without taking tons of meds to force it to happen. I know alot of you either have been here or are here now, and I dont really know what I need to do to change this, I feel like I am a lost cause and should just not even bother anymore.

Rebekah

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Registered: 09-01-2004
In reply to: inky3405
Tue, 03-13-2007 - 11:32pm

(((((Rebekah)))))


BTDT, Sweetie and it's not easy, but you can get through this and you will!