Suicidal thoughts (poss. triggers)
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Suicidal thoughts (poss. triggers)
| Mon, 04-23-2007 - 9:20pm |
I know I should call the PDoc. In fact he even mentioned it when he was changing my meds today. He knows that I'm really depressed and that I've had the thoughts on and off again. But I'm scared and feel really guilty about it. I have so much responsibility and no one to share it with. I don't know how the kids would be taken care of if I had to go i/p. Plus my DH is has been really irritable and I'm afraid of his reaction. Not that he'd hit me, but rather what he'd say and his sulkiness. That and my house would go to pits and I just got through spring cleaning the whole house. *sigh*


I only have a minute because my lunch break is almost over, but I felt I needed to at least let you know that we aren't ignoring you. Addressing these feelings is important...don't let them get shoved under a rug! At the very least, call your pdoc, tdoc, or whoever is available that can help you IRL. If you wait too long, the feelings could get stronger. Trust me...NONE of us want you to act on those feelings...
Stay strong sis...
Dawn
How are you doing now? I know I have had so many thoughts of suicide myself through the years. It is a very dark place and thing can seem like they will never change. I used to feel like I didn't have the energy to help myself anymore so why bother. But things do change, sometimes things get better and than bad again but they do change and we have to hold on and work hard because there are people that love us and need us. Your kids need you and want you in their lives forever.
I hope you are doing better. Please let us know. Sorry I didn't respond to your post sooner. I have been in a big funk myself...ugh
Tina
~ Tina ~
Call the pdoc, Sweetie.
HANG IN THERE!!!!!
Your DH needs to buy a clue somewhere and step up to the plate. We have all been there and while I never had an out right plan I was going to carry out, I went through allot of my teenage yrs with a "It doesn't matter" attitude....did some really crazy stuff and it is amazing I am here today to talk about it, but I did and you can to. The lifelines are coming in all around you, grab one and HANG ON!!!!
{{{{{{{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}}}}}}}
tk