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| Mon, 05-28-2007 - 9:13pm |
I'm a mess. I've had a horrible, the worst ever, fibro flare the past few weeks. I'm now officially completely and utterly depressed. I'm in constant pain all over my entire body...completely fatigued, no energy, lethargic and my head is in that stupid fibro fog stuff.
I am stressed out beyond belief, and that is what caused this flare...I can deal with the pain, for the most part...but the fatigue and depression is more awful than i can explain. Went to my GP last week and got muscle relaxers, but no pain meds. I don't want anything I can get addicted to anyway...and with working I can't be groggy.
I don't think its Bipolar, but I seriously think they are all related in some way, so who knows. All I know is I'm tired, and so depressed I can barely function. Today, I didn't. I laid in bed all day feeling sorry for myself.
UGH
I'm sorry I haven't been around. Just haven't been up to it.
Hugs to all,
Keli

(((((((((Keli))))))))) I'm sorry you're having such a rough go of it. I know how hard it can be, believe me. And, yes, I'm sure it's all related. Just take it as easy as you can and try to get better. If the depression gets worse get to your pdoc and your tdoc. You know the drill girl. Don't let yourself get too far down.
Love Ya,
Traci
hey babes! you know im here for you. sending you lots of gentle hugs ((((((((keli)))))))
(yes, it really is 2:40 am. just got home too, and am watching fight club again, lol. i crack myself up :P
i'll talk to you tonight. hang in there, you are one strong girl. love you!!!
Keli,
It's just not fair to get hit with a big fibro attack just when BP has finally decided to cut you some slack.