I'm sad and sick and I think I'm trash

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I'm sad and sick and I think I'm trash
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Wed, 05-30-2007 - 6:57pm

For awhile now I have genuinely believed I am worth nothing. I have been accomplishing nothing. I am lazy. My illness has kept me from practicing from my gig, and I don't know how I'm going to prepare for it. I can't do anything else, either. I do see my tdoc tomorrow, but right now, I don't see how I'm going to dig myself out of my hole.

Express.
Beth "Petrouchka"

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Registered: 07-21-2005
Wed, 05-30-2007 - 9:17pm

((((((((Beth)))))))

Im so sorry you are feeling that way. I am having the same sorts of issues lately....but its NOT TRUE, we are good people and we are worth something, even if only to our husbands, they love us or they wouldnt be married to us right? YOU ARE WORTH SOMETHING!!

Rebekah

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Registered: 09-01-2004
Wed, 05-30-2007 - 10:16pm

Beth,


You couldn't be further from the truth--that's just that liar depression talking!

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Registered: 03-25-2003
Thu, 05-31-2007 - 9:12pm

Beth,

I agree with Rebekah...you ARE worth something...stupid BP depression BITES. It distorts our realities so fast...mine does, I know. I feel HORRIBLY ugly, disgusted with myself, hating myself for EVERYTHING bad that has happened in MY life and EVERYONE else's life...but when it ends, those feelings change. I know there isn't much any one of us could say, but you've gotten through this before...do only what you can do to start with...then build from there.

YOU ARE SO COOL!

Hugs,

Keli