Minor Mayhem and Mania
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| Thu, 07-26-2007 - 10:21am |
Its been a hectic week and a half. I found out last Tuesday that i am losing my job. Just came out of the blue. I am trying to stay positive but its really hard to keep it all in check.
I havent had a good nights sleep since monday and i have the feeling of ants crawling around in my skin. I cant concentrate and i am having massive headaches. I know its a manic episode(BPII)/anxiety but that doesnt make it easier. My mom called last night and siad she is moving back which means i need to find an apartment despite the fact i am about to lose my job. Im trying to fight it but its really hard.
Last night i was up until 2am twitching/tossing and wide awake. I was late for work and i am still trying to stay positive here. Im not really sure what i expect but my finger are aching to write and since i people dont quite get when i am like this only words can do. Sigh...
Im so jumpy and edgy right now. Im supposed to go to an Incubus concert tonite with some associates but i really dont want to...

Jodie
Jodie