Crap, I am manic and I still haven't
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|Tue, 01-26-2010 - 11:37pm|
found a new pdoc or tdoc. I am angry and yelling and short tempered and sarcastic and just not a patient person. (this is my manic, i don't get happy, aren't I lucky) i blew a LARGE amount of money today, and am frustrated by that too. Why do i have to do these things.
My current pdoc wants me to get a Dr closer to me, since she is so far away. I called 16 pdocs yesterday and couldn't find one closer. It got to the point that my insurance will pay out of network because they can't help me, only problem is that I can't find a local one to see me. This SUCKS and I am so tired of fighting things like this, giving up seems so much easier and whole lot more fun. Sadly I don't have that choice and I really need to stay out of the hospital. Last time I was in a mixed state it took 18 days in the hospital. I can't do that again.