To just up and leave. he is here
I know how that dark hole feels. I have been there too many times to count. I can tell you that every time I have been there, things have gotten better. I will never tell you that you may not have times like this again after you are out of it, but once you are on the right meds and getting therapy, you will begin to stay stable for longer periods of time. Also, sometimes we can help ourselves not reach the real dark level when we have more coping skills, and proper meds.
~ Tina ~