Depression setting in big time
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|Mon, 02-08-2010 - 10:31am|
Well I was hoping it would not happen, but I knew it was on it's way. I am depressed and tearful. I am full of anxiety and I am waking up in the middle of the night and the mornings with panic. I have to talk to myself to calm myself down. Some of this is my fault because while I was at my dd's I forgot to take my meds. I got so caught up in everything there, and did not keep up with taking care of my illness. So, I have started back on my Cymbalta and hopefully that will kick in soon. I am also starting back on my Neurontin that is for my fibromyalgia, which will help me sleep and hopefully help with the anxiety. I do not like the hung over feeling I get from Neurontin though. If it affects my school work, I will have to limit the amount.
I know the other thing that triggered my depression, and that is being back here in this house with a bunch of people I do not like or want to be around. Back in this room with little interaction. Then being snowed in and not being able to see my tdoc today. I cannot see her until the 17th because