Really manic, scared, triggs

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Registered: 11-04-2001
Really manic, scared, triggs
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Thu, 02-18-2010 - 1:56pm

I'm am so manic right now and it is scary. I was off my meds sorta, I had my PM ones but not the AM ones. It was about 4 days. I am back on and usually I feel better after a few days, but I feel WORSE!!!!!!!!!!

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Registered: 04-27-2006
Fri, 02-19-2010 - 9:48am

Deb,


I understand why you cannot go i/p, but I am worried about you and your kids with your manic symptoms. I hope today you feel better. I know how missing even a couple doses of meds can affect mania. So, I hope you are able to stay back on them regularly. If you do not feel you have control then please go to the ER. You and your family being safe is what is most important. Who took care of your kids last time you went i/p?


Please let me know how you are doing now.

     ~ Tina ~

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Registered: 11-04-2001
Fri, 02-19-2010 - 3:35pm

Tina,


My DH, MIL and then my Mom spent $600 to fly out to take care of the kids, My MIL is over 75 yrs old and very self centered in her ways. She acutally told me last nigh that there was NOTHING she was willing to do to help me this time, it was MY problem. She doesn't want to miss her trip to the casino to help me out. Neat right?


I am a freakin mess, I so want to get into a FIGHT, just one little fight, throw, hit kick punch someting and I will feel some of this crap leave me. I don't have anyone willing to go the rounds with me though. My Dh is going to be home for the weekend and I don't want him here. I just want to take off adn not have any responsibilites. But I can't so I try to hang on and not be to crazy. It isn't working now though... My poor kids. ... I only have to hang on till tuesday.


I cancelled and eye DR appt today, because I was afraid I would punch them when they touched me. the thoughts of wanting to hurt myself in some way are still prevalant,but I won't act on them, it is hard but I won't.


I just don't know what to do,I guess Tuesday will tell me alot then.




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Registered: 05-13-2003
Sat, 02-20-2010 - 10:45pm
Just want to let you know I really feel for your situation.