CRAP, now what do I do..
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|Thu, 08-12-2010 - 10:50pm|
It took me 6 months to find my Pdoc, I had an appt this coming Monday that she had to cancel and I found out during that call that she is LEAVING the practice on Weds. She has NO open appts to see me, won't do a phone consult and will not provide references to another DR because I live so far away(130 miles). So now i start the search over and sadly I am not in a very good spot at all. Most of the peoblem is situational and I am trying to cope with the stress better but i am not succeding in that endeavor. I am waiting to find out whether or not I have to have brain surgery and it is so stressful. Dueing this I also failed out of college, applied for a new college and am trying to figure out whetehr to continue homeschooling my kids or to place them in the terrible public schools we have here.
I just can't deal with mroe crap and it keeps coming, i am quick to tear, yell and rant without provication, just not a fun feeling. I also realie that I have not been taking my AM meds, and will start back on those ASAP. UGHHH