OK ... I am having a major meltdown...
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OK ... I am having a major meltdown...
| Tue, 03-27-2012 - 5:24pm |
So... last week I posted that I feared I was falling back into the black hole we all know so well. Now I know I am.
I was getting ready for work... only 15 minutes from now I have to be there... couldnt find the brush and comb to do my hair... and lost it... I just lost it. Threw crap all over the place in the bathroom and now I am sitting here crying my eyes out wondering how I am going to go work like this!
I feel so trapped... thoughts (all negative) are racing through my head so bad I cant sleep. I feel like things are never going to get any better!
So... here;s where you ask, why arent you on meds? I realized that this was all happening last week, got the script but cant afford to buy the
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Big hug, I am so sorry.
I'm so sorry you are feeling this way.
Hi Marley;
Yes; toby is right.. I needed some medication for high bp and I have no medical insurance.. So I went to Walgreens and they have a great prescription plan for people without insurance which is me.. They also gave me
I am so sorry to read that you can't get the help need through medication.
Boy, I know how hard it is to work when you are feeling so bad.
Hi Deb;
Sorry to hijack the post but I wanted to ask you something?? When you wrote about the work thing I totally relate.. When I was working it was stressful because I had to deal with people so when the job was over I was sort of sad and glad at the same time. I cant really afford to retire (dont work now) but everytime I hear a work horror story I really dont want the hassles of it.. but I have no idea what else to do for money.. I have a small pension and a few assets and live with family and that is it..
I am so seriously thinking about retiring and not even looking for work like I do now.. maybe a small job in a movie theater and that would be it (lol).. Oh; by the way I am 58 and no one wants to hire me anyway but I just dont know how I can swing retirement.
Well, 58 is not really too old to look for a job, but I know that is easier to say than to do.
oh; I was in travel and I have a degree in recreation therapy which is worth not much now. So those jobs were very stressful..If I saw a recreation job I would go for it but the field is dead and you now need so much more schooling and I am not doing that now..
Anyway; I will most likely find a small job like you said movie theater or book store and no stress. sounds good.
Oh; I will most likely have about 1,500 a month in benefits if I get the opportunity to reach 62 (who knows).. and will have some retirement funds.. so I will be okay but who knows.. That would unfortunately mean living very frugal for more years. Ugghhhhhh!!!
it all depends on what could happen though.. Like if I meet a man (yeah right) or if I move from where I am I need more income or if my ex Husband dies I inherit a ton of money, or I die or whatever.. my situation is very different from most people. Like I live with