HLs don't always want the truth :-(

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Registered: 01-11-2012
HLs don't always want the truth :-(
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Wed, 09-26-2012 - 2:47pm
Well, I guess I survived the ML weekend from hell. I'm still married, and DH didn't file for divorce...yet. I don't know, maybe I'm being over dramatic about this. This is how it went down:

Saturday AM-

He initiates, I refuse because I have aunt flo visiting. He says, "you always tell me that as an excuse. We used to work around it". I say "I have cramps, and I am not in the mood". Things come to a head with him saying that I never make time for it.

I figured, ok now is the time to tell the truth. I tell him, "I am not attracted to you as I used to be. You let yourself go, you dont't take care to look good and you won't stop smoking like I asked you to over and over again. It is ruining your teeth. It affects your breath. I know I have my problems and stretch marks, but I've lost weight and I invited you to join me but you call it nagging. This is the result."

Well he didn't want to hear that, he wants me to agree to work on it. I told him the truth, he still wants to be kept in the ML "lala land" of empty promises. I was so tired of lying and having this hanging over my head all of the time. We are on a 2 month dry spell.

The truth hurts but I am tired of hurting him as well as myself with lies.

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Registered: 08-04-2006
Sat, 11-03-2012 - 1:21am

I find it interesting and sad that the number one thing most of us want in life is unconditional love, yet most of us also find the idea of *giving* unconditional love to be repellent.  If you want your spouse to love or accept you unconditionally, why are you unwilling give to them the same gift?  They're a person just like you are; they want just what you want.  There is no kinder gift to give another person.

Unconditional love doesn't mean "unconditional approval."  You can be kind, compassionate and affectionate towards another person while still letting them know when you need something or when something they've done has hurt you.  I think its tragic that the vast majority of human beings find it so hard to give what they so desperately want themselves.

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Registered: 08-04-2006
Sat, 11-03-2012 - 1:21am

I find it interesting and sad that the number one thing most of us want in life is unconditional love, yet most of us also find the idea of *giving* unconditional love to be repellent.  If you want your spouse to love or accept you unconditionally, why are you unwilling give to them the same gift?  They're a person just like you are; they want just what you want.  There is no kinder gift to give another person.

Unconditional love doesn't mean "unconditional approval."  You can be kind, compassionate and affectionate towards another person while still letting them know when you need something or when something they've done has hurt you.  I think its tragic that the vast majority of human beings find it so hard to give what they so desperately want themselves.

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Mon, 11-05-2012 - 1:04pm
I don't expect my wife to love me unconditionally. I know if I quit my job, stopped complimenting her, and otherwise stopped behaving in a way that meerts her needs, she would stop loving me. And I wouldn't blame her for stopping. What I find interesting and sad is that so many of us are stuck in relationships where both sides are trying and failing to meet the other person's need. It is sad to me that so often love is not enough.

When you see it coming, duck!

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