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|Thu, 09-27-2012 - 4:46pm|
hello. I"m like the cliche of affairs. I never thought this would be something I would do. I've been married for almost 9 years. My DH isn't sexual to me and this is something that has effected our marriage. We've gone over a year without sex. We argue alot. He's critical of me.
Then I met up with my highschool crush. This is a guy who 20 years ago was my BFF. We never hooked up in HS but he was always there driving me to school or work. In college, I would come home on the weekends and go visit him. Fast forward 20 years and we meet to catch up. 4 weeks later we are in a HOT affair. First it was just making out and being together. Then I set aside all my morals and gave myself to him. It unleased a sexuality I never thought I had. in 8 days we've had hot sex 10 times! That's more than I get in a year sometimes!!!!
I should feel guilty right? He should feel guilty right? We don't. We've had this underlying crush on each other for 20 years. His marriage is sour too. I want to wear my big girl panies and realize it is just a phase for the both of us but I'm madly crazy insane for him. He cares for me. He tells me how sexy I am and makes me feel good. He does things for me. Takes care of me.
How long does this feeling last?