Help....

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Help....
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Sun, 09-30-2012 - 7:14pm
That's all I need....desperately...I'm desperate...
In short for now...I saw it coming over the last probably couple weeks. I've tried to prepare myself...read here, healing library, tell myself it has to be. Nothing prepares you...absolutely nothing.. I guess we were in the throws of the average A of 3-4 years and have ended more than once. I really think this is it... I really tried preparing.. but, in beyond myself, what has happened to me, I've been crying off/on all day and giving my H some excuse about my face etc. I want to scream to the heavens, fall to the earth, I can't breath...I can't do this..

Help....