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|Mon, 10-01-2012 - 1:41pm|
Well, never say never. I said he would never apologize. And then he did. I have to say, I was shocked. He says he's "willing to try and make this work for both of us". Ok, I know in my head there is nothing that will make this work. But my heart is saying something so different. Thirteen years is a lot to let go of so quickly.
I have to just let it go, but it's a lot harder today. Somehow it was easier when he was being so awful and hurting me.
I haven't replied and I don't want to. What would I even say? Sorry sometimes just isn't enough.
I wish I knew what to do.