Missing my Bailei Girl...only been a few days...
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|Sat, 10-06-2012 - 9:43am|
Hi! I heard about this message board from Lin and am so thankful. My beautiful 12 1/2 year old Chinese Shar Pei Bailei went to Rainbow's Bridge on Tuesday. Although in my heart I know she is no longer in pain and healthy again playing with Bentley (who I lost almost 4 years ago), the pain I feel is just so unbearable. I find it hard to stay asleep constantly waking up with the realization that she is no longer here. I feel so alone in my home and am seriously thinking of just selling it but her memories are here so I'm torn on what to do. All I keep saying to everyone is "I want my dog". I'm not sure if and when the pain will ever subside but what could I do to get through the days without her?
Thank you for letting me share my feelings with you.