thinking too much
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|Tue, 10-09-2012 - 10:54pm|
Prior to about two weeks ago, everything was fine in my A, untul he made that comment. Since then, I have been thinking and thinking and thinking some more. We have never really talked about our feelings about one another and to be honest, until about two weeks ago, i have never really thought about them myself. I have been reading more and more posts here and am beginning to wonder is there something wrong with me.
I have reflected on my emotional affair with my AP and I have realized a few things...
1. i really really like talking to him
2. although I have been married for 20 years, i dont think i am a long term relationship kind of person
what really helps me to enjoy my AP so much is the fact that I never see him, is that crazy? who am i kidding all of this is crazy!
sorry for ranting but this post represents the craziness of my thoughts, they are all over the place and i am trying to get them under control. this is the only place i can talk about all of this.