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Registered: 09-21-2007
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Thu, 10-11-2012 - 3:55pm

I am missing AP, and it didn't help that I just heard Love You by Alex Clare.  Actuallly, it is AP who introduced me to Alex Clare, and he plays him a lot.  ((sigh))  With my upcoming busy schedule, it's going to be hard to make time for him and I.  So is life.

 

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Registered: 03-30-2010
In reply to: lostbutnotfound
Thu, 10-11-2012 - 4:36pm

I love Too Close by Alex Clare. The lyrics remind me of him...

To close to love you so I'll be on my way....

 


Much peace & Love,


Rayne


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Registered: 09-21-2007
In reply to: lostbutnotfound
Thu, 10-11-2012 - 4:47pm
Purple ~ too close also. I just sit and imagine I am in his arms.

 

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Registered: 09-21-2007
In reply to: lostbutnotfound
Thu, 10-11-2012 - 4:54pm
Collect ~ it's was soothing as usual. I am doing my best. No strings attached, but it doesn't mean I don't feel something.

 

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Registered: 09-21-2007
In reply to: lostbutnotfound
Thu, 10-11-2012 - 7:01pm
Grrrrrrr...then I heard Too Close on the way home. I listen to them all the time. Why am I feeling forlorn today?

 

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Registered: 03-30-2010
In reply to: purplerayne007
Fri, 10-12-2012 - 9:08am
Because you have feelings for him. You have for a long time and probably always will.
Keep busy this weekend & enjoy it to the fullest!

 


Much peace & Love,


Rayne


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Registered: 09-21-2007
In reply to: lostbutnotfound
Fri, 10-12-2012 - 11:01am

Rayne ~ unfortunately, you are correct.  Even though this is a physical A, it has been 6 looooooooong years of feelings for me.

 

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Registered: 03-26-2010
In reply to: janejosie
Fri, 10-12-2012 - 3:57pm

Oh, lost, if you HAVE feelings, it isn't just a PA!  Just because you agreed to SAY it was a PA doesn't mean it is still just that.  And even if he doesn't reciprocate the feelings (I can't remember if you said he does or not), it is an EA to you.

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Registered: 09-21-2007
In reply to: lostbutnotfound
Fri, 10-12-2012 - 4:35pm

jane ~ it's supposed to be a PA.  But since reconnecting, we have not talked about any feelings and I just don't want to go there.  Yes, for me, it is an EA, and I feel so much for him.  When it started, it was a whirlwind with feelings and such, but so much has happened.  I have stated my feelings before, more than once, so he knows how I feel.  Yet, I don't know what is going on with him.  It is so confusing sometimes, because my H beat the crap out of him, yet here we are.  Just because we weren't in each other's lives for 3 years, doesn't mean that my feelings went away.  He hasn't asked either.  I don't know what to think.

 

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