Square One c/p

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Registered: 01-25-1999
Square One c/p
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Fri, 10-12-2012 - 11:28am

I apologize for not hanging out lately.  Things are crazy busy at work.  Love y'all!  :smileyhappy:

 

SQUARE ONE

Sometimes you think you have it all together.

But then the phone rings

And you hear the voice you never thought

(or hoped)

That you would ever hear again.

 

A blast from the past that

Blasts your confidence into

A million tiny pieces.

 

The voice that transports you back

From being a grown woman

To that disappointed little girl

Whose trust was broken more times

Than ought to be legal.

 

Knowing that as you sweep up the

Million tiny pieces,

That you might hear back from them tomorrow…

…or five years from now…

Or never again.

 

Consistency not being the strong suit

Makes it worse, actually.

It’s the ghost that pops up out of nowhere

That’s the scariest.

© Sandra Perry 2012

 

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Registered: 01-28-2000
Fri, 10-12-2012 - 6:25pm

Wow!

Has your heart stopped pounding yet; has colour come back into your world?

Have you tried un-capping the lines? Just an idea.

 

Welcome back.

 

Roberta

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Registered: 12-15-2004
Tue, 10-23-2012 - 6:50pm

O Sandy! Sandy! Sandy! Your apology confounds me?  Busy, busy, busy....it does not square up to your poem, "Square One".  I love your poem, but I find it disturbs me somehow.  Your light hearted introduduction is not consistent with what follows.  I can only hazard a gues as to what it was that prompted you to write such a fine thing as this?