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|Mon, 10-15-2012 - 3:47am|
I was a lurker for the past 6months.
What makes me want to post here, I just saw xap on YM. My hands were itching to message him
Xap and I are school mates. Met on FB last December. We started chatting as friends and as time goes by not knowing when we were in love with each other. After 3 months of EA, we decided to meet up and had PA. After he returned to his own country, i noticed that he became very distant. I don't know what makes him become distant. Guilt? That's when i realized that our beautiful love story will end in no time. He let me go just like that without a word or goodbye. He stopped replying to my messages. I was devastated. BTW, he's a single man and I'm married with two young kids.
I love my family and I know where I belong to. I just can't get him off my mind even after 6 months.
I've been reading EAS from back to front and front to back i know NC is the best.... still the heart does want to let him know that the way he left me hanging on to the cliff hurts and what about friendship for over 15 years. How can he just let go just like that. We were best of friends though we lost contact after High School.
I miss him soo much..... Thank you EAS for letting me vent out all my heartache.