Well, I finally got my tax refund and my paycheck yesterday and I just sat here and phoned all of my utilities and a couple of credit cards and found out why I owed and paid all of the utilities and made the payments on the credit cards. After the remaining rent check comes out and my car payment I will have $500 for 2 weeks. Pretty good since I have to take the car in to get it checked. I am so mad at myself that I backed into someone in March and I have to pay him $500 to get his bumper fixed. GRRRRRRR!! I would have an extra $500 to apply to debt if it wasn't for that. It just makes me furious at myself.
Oh well, I feel better know knowing that my gas, cable, electricity and phone are all paid up. When my next paycheck comes I only have a couple of things that will be coming out of it and I can pay some big amounts to a credit card or two. Feeling much better today and feeling that there's actually hope and a way out of this. Even if I'm dreaming. LOL