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| Mon, 05-30-2005 - 9:15am |
A status report...
It's hard getting started on the cleaning project this morning, but I will get started again soon. I did try to toss out a bag of junk when I went out to the grocery store to get breakfast this morning, but the dumpster was overflowing, and the poor maintenance guy was trying to shove the stuff into the compactor with all his might....so the trash is still in the car because I couldn't throw it away with him in there! I think this was bag#13.
I am feeling quite good this morning due to the cleaning project which I now see is going to take a lot more effort than I thought, but so far appears to be WORTH THE EFFORT as my struggle to get out of debt is. I feel clearer and lighter, and I can see that this is affecting more than just the state of the house. I feel like I am erasing some of the funk that I have been feeling. This is running SO parallel with my debt reduction effort emotions right now it's not funny. I'm really psyched!
As a side note, I have been successfuly ignoring and avoiding Cousin Bernadette this weekend! She can see I am busy, so she is leaving me alone as my focus has been pretty strong on this project. She's not going to help me with this, and she is not going to start refilling all the space I have cleared out with shopping trips. Actually, we both can see that there is still so much time and effort ahead to get everything untangled and organized, and so we have our not-so-great weather-wise summer evenings sort of planned out now as there are still so many boxes and bags to go thru.........it is AMAZING how things can build up and get away from you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sound like debt?
Well, this good feeling has really inspired me to keep pushing ahead.....I am going to snowflake a celebratory payment to my credit card and give this debt a bit of a kick in the pants today, too!!!!!!!!
I sure hope the maintenance guy is out of the dumpster soon!!!!
Littlesbigs
