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| Thu, 06-09-2005 - 6:55pm |
I was feeling a bit silly today: I made a snowflake payment, and it was like I was sneaking it!!! I really shouldn't be making too many snowflake payments right now because I'm sort of BROKE until I gat paid next week, but I walked past the bank where I have been trying to make snowflake payments, and I was bummin' because I really can't afford it right now, but I couldn't stand it-- just HAD to snowflake!! So I ran in and made a $5 snowflake payment....now I felt kinda ridicuous feeling a little guilty like I shouldn't have done that as I am so broke right now....but it was sort of a turn in events,and it was fun......like I used to get a rush from buying stuff, now I get a rush paying it back........ok, weird or what????? Well, I'll take this any day!!!
I have a lot of things going on, and I am so busy, but it is good to be too busy to even be thinking about shopping. I think I can make it to the end of the month without charging anything VOLUNTARILY! (Who knows if I'll have an emergency, but things are feeling pretty good right now.)
I still can't believe all the stuff I have bought that is still clogging my apartment. How much of it am I still paying for on those darn credit cards.
Littlesbigs
