Friday midnight

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Registered: 09-22-1999
Friday midnight
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Fri, 06-24-2005 - 12:36am

I'm backsliding...not happy with myself. I spent WAY too much money since the last paycheck...WAY too much. And charged some, too, which is not good.....I have to get back on the wagon.

I feel like I WASTED some money today, too, and I won't go into the whole story, but it was a crying shame what some garages cost to park in!!!!!!

I'm a bit frustrated with the job. I noticed I'm eating more candy, too.....gotta stop that, but chocolate kisses seem to help. I'm bored and do not like the direction the team is going in. I'm still too new for anyone to take my suggestions seriously to improve things, so.........eat and spend. Now I must stop both.

As long as I avoid the stores, I am okay. I went to the outlet mall today after a craft store spending spree (which I actually spent less than usual at, but I really should have just stayed home). I was driving along and saw a sign that I misread.......or did I???? It said "Tanger Outlet Stores"....I read it as "DANGER Outlet Stores." Maybe I didn't misread it??????????? Maybe that WAS the message!!!! Well, I didn't really see anything I wanted, so I bought nothing. It was fun looking, but thank heaven I wasn't really tempted.

Cousin Bernadette (My name for my relationship with debt) is just laughing at me. She thinks she's here to stay. She knows I'm not going anywhere with this debt reduction right now. She's getting comfortable here. Okay, I'm going to resolve and start all over again. I want to toss her out of here SO BAD.....or maybe not badly enough?...Hmmmmmm..........................?

Payday is not for another week. Oy!!!!!!!!!

Your BROKE friend, Littlesbigs

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Registered: 03-19-2003
Fri, 06-24-2005 - 8:58am

Oh, I so know what you are talking about!!!