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| Sat, 10-08-2005 - 12:38pm |
Okay, so I am proud on myself right now....I had an appointment to keep at noontime, but it got moved to 2PM, and rather than spending the time shopping or eating, I went straight to the library to get entertainment...and the place is hopping today! And I'm going to get some videos to take home....so I am happy!
I am trying to slow down after a horrendous week at work, and more tough times ahead at work, but..I will survive. I have to do training classes next week, so much to DO DO DO, but noticing that my focus is not on spending....more about my work, my internal self, my crafts, my health. I don't need a trinket to sooth myself for getting thru a rough time. (I need some quiet.) This is good!
Cousin Bernadette has been quiet, but I know she is there. (Cousin Bernadette is my name for my relationship with debt, so if I speak ill of her, don't feel bad for her!!!!) Although she has not been asking me to go out and go shopping, she's still there, still sitting in my apartment quietly challenging me to evict her (by paying off the debt), but at least for now I am glad she is not making a lot of fuss to get me to go out with her. I haven't been able to do much to "evict" her, but I'll kepp pushing ahead. At some point I know I will see a turnaround, but I have to work to get there. I don't like seeing her so comfortable in my house.
I have been upset because my job is keeping me late, and I have to drive in and pay for parking which is EXPENSIVE....esp. since the bus pass is all paid for.....those parking passes accumulating in the glove box could have been snowflakes!!!! I took the bus in yesterday, and it was SUCH A RELIEF!!!
I will be working tomorrow to start the de-cluttering process again. I am just OUT OF ROOM in the house......I want some empty space....this will help me NOT want to go shopping.....
One thing I have a lot of is PAPERWORK!! I have to spend time tonight and tomorrow working on organizing it and shredding old stuff.
I need TIME..................TIME.................TIME. Why can't I find time?
Have a great weekend! Littlesbigs
