Saturday morning

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Registered: 09-22-1999
Saturday morning
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Sat, 01-07-2006 - 9:47am

UGH.............a TOUGH day already, and I only got up 2 hours ago.....

...I checked my bank balance and found it negative, so I had to transfer money......but I have like nothing to live on until I get paid agin in a week...ugh....so I had to do a second transfer of more money out of my emergency fund which doesn't have much left in it....oh, I'm just NOT doing well today....I have to pay for the doctor visits this week, so I'm just frustrated I have nothing left.......all I can see are my credit card crutches.....

I have to buy some items to help me with my newly revived job search (ink and paper) so out comes the card....I'm leaning on the card which I do not want to do.

(Can you hear Cousin Bernadette laughing at me???)

It's just a tough time for me...I have plenty to do to ride it out, but....I need for this to end. I have to take action to make things better. I'm just so frustrated.

There was a time in the past where things just seemed so much better for me, and I am wondering how to get myself back to that better state.

Today's activities are to work on the resume and go to the gym. I'll get out of the house soon and do the banking, post office (GET THOSE ONE CENT AND 39 CENT STAMPS!!!), WalMart......then to the gym and then RESUME time.....House work> Yes, some of that, too.............BUSY BUSY...............I hope I really am productive. I have taken lately to just laying on the bed with the covers pulled over my head.....takes a while to get out from under those blankets and be productive now......not good. It must be the stress.

However, will try to have a goood day!!!! Something may happen today to turn everything around, right? You never know. That's the thought that keeps me going.

Littlesbigs, The Ever-Hopeful.

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Registered: 03-19-2003
Sat, 01-07-2006 - 10:02am

Here's a bit of Good Luck to have your day turn around for you.


I'm sorry you woke up to such a nasty surprise.

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Registered: 09-22-1999
Sat, 01-07-2006 - 1:14pm

Thanks, Becky! I need some luck today for sure!

Well, I walked out of the house and ran several errands to the sum total of $110.00 that I do not "have." Half of that was unexpected...got a bill that was due this weekend in the mail NOW...so out I went to pay it......UGH!!!! Now I have to figre out how to pay the cable bill....How did I get here???????? Everything seemed fine last week.....

Well, I'll keep plodding on.....

Littlesbigs

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Registered: 09-22-1999
Sat, 01-07-2006 - 4:59pm

I keep trying to win today.....Maybe had one win. maybe......

I got a call this morning from a dear friend who wanted me to go out with her to go shopping, spend the day with all my Temptations............I said no which was so empowering!!! I chose to keep on track with my plans,a nd it has actually been pretty okay not having gone...I knew I couldn't....so I didn't...and I didn't miss going....I miss HER and suggested we do something else later.....ahhhhh......a win..........

Also, just got back from the gym....that was good!!!!

Feeling beter, Littlesbigs