embarrasing concerns ..............
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|Thu, 02-05-2009 - 11:00am|
ok, i was supposed to be having a scedualed c-section on the 9th of march,actual due date is 3/15.only because my dd who is now 12,was a c-section (because of a breech position)well i really dont want the surgery and i feel that at my age i just dont want to go there.so i am going to go for a v-bac and from the research ive done,im a great candidate.i will be confirming this with my ob on the 10th of feb.
so ive been home and bored and watching to many of the birth stories on tv in the mornings and it seems like with all the vaginal deliveries you bottom is in the air,feet in stirrups,for everyone to see! ughhhhhhh !!
im not happy about this.especially since i have a mild case of (vanerial warts) been dealing with them for 15 yrs.they are usually at bay and not even noticable.but now with the pregnancy,they are in a bad way.also have hemeroids!! something ive "never" had...ever.doc did say that once i deliver these issues will disolve.but for now im horrified at everyone lookijng at my uh...ya know ...bottom!!!
i just feel so embarassed.what do i do?i was thinking that maybe i could threaten to kill dh if he goes down there at that time but he wont listen i know it then ill be furious at a time i should be happy.and i know that if im in full blown labor,maybe i wont even be worrying about it that much but i cant imagine.