This week I found out I was having a
No you are not alone in feeling this way, I know personally before I knew what we were having I really wanted boys and dreaded knowing the gender because I knew I would be so upset if they were girls.
I think wanting your daughter to have a sister is so normal, so don't feel guilty.
Honestly, now I feel even more guilty and horrible that there could be something wrong with him (had a positive NT screen for Tri 18, 1-17, have amni on Monday)
So, now Im really not thinking of what he is,
I hope this helps...I failed the screening test for all 3 of my previous PGs.
Just read your last post and wanted you to know that my thoughts and prayers are with you.
I just had my NT scan yesterday. Sonographer said baby looked good, but was otherwise evasive. Had blood drawn afterward and told it would be about a week before I had the results.
Trying not to think about it...and I'm STAYING OFF THE INTERNET (in terms of research!!!).
I had normal NTs at 35 (in vitro baby) and 37, but at 40 1/2 I feel like it's a different ball game...not really sure why b/c I don't feel 40!
Just know I'm thinking of you will be looking for your future posts.
Good luck with the amnio Monday.