Well, it's over.
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|Tue, 05-20-2008 - 4:31pm|
Hi Ladies- Just updating on my week long roller coaster ride. I saw my OB today and still no growth, no heartbeat. I have been bleeding all week, but nothing has passed. He feels it will soon. He gave me the choice of having a D&C, but I can't put myself through that. If I am still riding along like this in a week, he wants me to call and schedule. It is so sad. I know I have not been very optimistic, but at 45, I had to be guarded. I think you try and protect your heart, but in the end, was that ever possible in the first place? So, there it is, 3 losses in 4 years. I am going through all the Whys and what ifs today, My faith in God has really been tested this time....what can I say.
Good luck to each and every one of you and your babies. I will lurk from time to time to see how you are all progressing. Thanks for all the wonderful support when I had no one else to talk to. I am glad though that we did not share our news with others, that would be even more painful to get through.