I spoke to my baby today!!!!
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|Tue, 11-18-2008 - 1:00pm|
I am having a cerclage on Monday (11/24). I am still mostly in the frame of mind of waiting to see if the baby will really survive until the procedure. I read an article that made me feel better about this state of mind I seem to have. It spoke of how women who have a miscarriage do not see the baby as a baby right away because they are detaching themselves to protect themselves from getting hurt if they should miscarry again. I realized that was how I was feeling and am now working on seeing this as a baby who is really going to come into the world. I think I am getting better in my thinking. I actually spoke to the baby today. DH speaks to it all the time and my daughter speaks to it every morning, night and when she comes home from school...I just hold it when I feel funny and am scared something is wrong.
Today, as I was walking through the grocery store and feeling nauseous, I told the little bun that I loved it. I stopped, mid-stride, I was so shocked at myself. It made me very joyful.
Thanks for "listening"!!!