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|Wed, 04-21-2010 - 12:24pm|
Well, I had my u/s this morning. I was really thinking we would see just an empty uterus this morning. What makes this especially difficult for me is that my baby is still there but there is no heartbeat. I knew I had lost the baby, but with my other 2 m/c I had blighted ovums so, although it was very much still a loss, this seems harder for me. With the blighted ovums there was never anything to see during the u/s. I have a D&C scheduled for tomorrow...going through all the pre-op stuff with the nurses was really hard.
Anyway, this has been an emotional roller coaster for us this month...from not wanting the pregnancy, to accepting the pregnancy, to actually getting excited after seeing the hb...to today. I told my dh today that I want to try again, as crazy as that sounds. He does not. :-( I'm 44 and the chances of this happening again are probably pretty high. We already have 6 beautiful, healthy children, and really a new baby would complicate things for us so much.
Well, I don't want to get the rest of you down with my emotional ramblings. I wish each and every one of you the very best with your babies! Thanks for all your support during this time.