Pre-appointment jitters building

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Pre-appointment jitters building
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Fri, 08-05-2005 - 12:38pm

I have another ultrasound scheduled for Monday - a week after the spotting episode checkup. I was feeling okay until today. Now reading about Molly's loss (we were two days apart) and other women on the EC I am feeling that familiar doom and terror.

My friend who shares a due date and also had spotting called yesterday when we were out and asked me to call her but didn't leave a message about her test results. I am scared to call and hear she has lost the baby... I am just putting it off. It just feels like I should hide from everyone including the doctors and perhaps I would better chances in denial.

Anyone know what I mean?

Shannon

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Fri, 08-05-2005 - 12:49pm
oh shannon! (((HUGS))) i know your feeling...like if you just stayed in bed, sleeping the next 8 or so months away that everything would be ok and you wouldn't have to deal with fear. (((HUGS))) wishing you a wonderful appt on monday!!


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Fri, 08-05-2005 - 1:53pm

I can relate.

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Fri, 08-05-2005 - 5:32pm

Shannon - I know how you feel. Here's hoping for a great u/s on Monday (that will calm your fears for at least a little while) and definitely NO MORE spotting!

Keep us posted.
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Sun, 08-07-2005 - 11:41am

Shannon,


I understand your jitters completely.

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