I caved and gave into fear
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I caved and gave into fear
| Wed, 01-24-2007 - 8:34pm |
So today I called my OB and asked to have an u/s done to ease my mind, I am mad at myself, I thought that I was strong enough to face this fear and not give in, but I did, I am just so scared, but I am trying to be positive, but the fear catches up sometimes, it is just so hard to go from the RE and having U/S 2-3 times weekly and knowing absolutely everything, to being in the dark and soley relying on faith, so so hard, so I gave in, hopefully tomorrow I will have an appointment scheduled
Mika
Mika

Mika,
Anything you can do to ease your mind and take stress off of you and Baby is good, so don't feel guilty or like you caved. Its natural that all of us would want to make sure our babies are okay.
Good luck and P&PT for you,
Monica

<Mika,
Do not get down on yourself!! You have every right to be scared and worried! Do you know that I went in about twice a week till I was around 14 or 15 weeks for quick ultra sounds. Just know that you are going to make it through this, but right now is very scarey.
I understand completely!
My first u/s was scheduled for Feb 7th. I would be 7w2d. But I also rescheduled my u/s for the 2nd. I will be 6w4d then. I was trying to hold out but couldn't. And I will be going to my office headquarters on the 5th and am so sick. I don't think I will be able to hide the pregnancy, so I decided to get confirmation via u/s before I go. At least that is what I'm telling myself. But I have a feeling I'm giving in to fear more then I want to accept.
Oh sweetie don't be too hard on yourself.