Trying to hide it
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Trying to hide it
| Fri, 07-06-2007 - 10:05am |
Maybe I am the only one here who thinks this, but after multiple mc, both my husband and I want to keep the pg a secret until we hear the heartbeat. We both feel like we'd be jinxing things. I am only 4 weeks and 1 day along so we have got some time. Now onto our problem...we are social drinkers. Not every night but more so on the weekends and during get togethers. This weekend is my 10 year high school reunion (still not sure why I am going, but my bf says I have to). How in the world am I going to keep this a secret? I had a graduating class of 86 people so we all know each other well. But mostly I am concerned about our small group of friends that we hang out with. They are bound to notice. My mother has figured it out b/c I quit drinking. First off, this makes me sound like an alcoholic - I'm not but a glass or two of wine is normal for me. Second off I know it sounds petty, but it goes back to jinxing the whole pg. I couldn't stand the thought that 86 people know I am pg right now. What if it doesn't stick then I have to have 86 people talking about me and a mc. I am in a smaller town (size about 30,000 so not tiny but...) I hate the rumor mill. My neighbor just had triplets and although we saw them off to the hospital on Sat. it was my mom who found out they had them on Mon morning b/c she was at city hall and everybody was talking about it. Not that a mc is that amazing, but I hate the thought of the whole town talking about me. God am I paranoid or what. If anyones has any advice though please help. Sorry for writing such a long explanation...I talk too much.
How to I hide the fact that I am not drinking???
Ellen
How to I hide the fact that I am not drinking???
Ellen

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