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| Tue, 08-14-2007 - 6:24pm |
Someone please tell me to stop worrying and calm down. Just when I thought I was starting to feel good today...I hit 13weeks with less m/s...now I'm freaking out again. I had to take my cat to the vet after work and was walking out to the car with my hands full...one of them was her in her carrier. The phone started ringing in the house, then my cell phone went off. No big deal, I'll catch them later. Well I never should have looked at my caller ID because it was my OB's office. The RN there said that they only call with bad news. My prenatal blood panel and pap results from last week must be in. I thought I was in the clear since I didn't hear from them last week...she said probably Friday. But if it's bad and they were waiting for the OB to call, a few days late would make sense. What could this be?? I'm really freaking myself out, and of course you can't return a call to them after hours...oh and no message was left at either number. DH is out of town so I don't want to scare him too...but suddenly I feel very alone. I can't handle one more risk factor for this pregnancy...okay I can handle it, but I don't want to. I'm already freaked out about going to the high-risk doc next week alone. If something else is wrong, I'm going to be a mess. I can't show how upset i am to DH because he feels badly enough about leaving town as it is. Hopefully this is nothing, but I knew you guys would understand the craziness going through my PAL brain right now.
Okay so my small ray of good news is that Star (the cat) gained some weight. The week I got my bfp she was treated for hyperthyroidism. Her T4 levels had not yet gone down so we did another blood panel. The fact that she's gained some weight is a good sign.
Please pray that when I get my blood results and Star's blood results back tomorrow they'll both be good.
Thanks for reading my rambling post. I do appreciate you all!

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(((Candace))) Sending p&pt's for both you & Star.
Oh, Candace, I'm so sorry that you're having to worry about this all night all alone. I can't believe they didn't leave you a message.
I'm really glad Star is getting better, though! I know everything will be just fine with Star and the bean.
XXOO
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Candace,
Hugs to you girl! I am so sorry that happened. Sounds like you had your hands full when the phone rang. I am hoping it was just them needing to reschedule and appointment or something. It seems like if they needed to talk to you about something important they would have left a message. I don't know, I'm just trying to think of some reassuring words! I know that being a PAL is hard, and especially one with a high risk pregnancy. I am praying for you and sending tons of SBV"s your way!
first off, i am sooo happy about star!
Jenn-I think that if it was really serious that they would have left you a number to call them back with after hours. So, give yourself a break and try and relax. (easy said than done, right!)
Glad that Star is better! That is for sure good news!
Thinking positive thoughts for you!
Karen
Hello Candace,
I'm sorry that your OB's office didn't at least give you a clue in a message of why they were calling. Don't they know how terrified that can make a woman? Sending P & PT that it's nothing serious, and I'm sending (((HUGS))) to you for what you are going through right now by not knowing why they called.
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