Feeling bad for feeling bad?
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| Wed, 09-12-2007 - 1:05pm |
Does anyone else feel sick but, feel like they can't really complain about it or is it just me? Yesterday afternoon I was sitting on the couch crying. Dh asked what was wrong and I said that I'm sleepy, hungry, nauseous, and just feel like s$@! altogether but, I don't want to complain because I don't want to sound ungrateful. He was like, ungrateful for what? And I said ungrateful to be pregnant.
The truth is I feel like absolute crap right now (physically). I have had SO much trouble getting out of bed the last couple of days to get my kids to school and if I didn't have a 3 year old at home, I'd go back to bed after taking them. Last night, I went to bed a little before 8 and I'm still tired today. Also, the m/s kicked in over the weekend and seems to be lasting for most of the day. The thing is though, I do not want to complain AT ALL. Our loss was so recent and I am SO grateful to be pregnant again so quickly. I know it's silly but, I just fee like if I complain it seems like I don't appreciate being pregnant and that something bad will happen.
So, am I the only one who feels bad for complaining about feeling bad?
By the way, my first appt is tomorrow morning. The receptionist said that I will be getting an u/s. I know it's early (I'm 6 weeks today) and I'm so nervous about what we're going to see/not see. I've been looking at 6 week u/s pictures online all week to get an idea of what I should see. I'm so nervous and I'm driving myself crazy.


Oh sweetie, big ((hugs)).
Cassandra,
When I was pg with my DS, before I ever had a loss, I remember complaining about being so sick - I was hospitalized at only 7.5 weeks b/c I was so seriously dehydrated and my potassium was critically low.