Remembering my angel Dylan

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Remembering my angel Dylan
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Thu, 04-03-2003 - 4:42am
Tomorrow (Friday) my first angel would have been 1. It's hard to believe all that has happened in the last couple of years. From those first moments of naive joy, to the utter devastation of our first loss, and the subsequent siblings who joined our angel in heaven. I miss them all so much, and yet I can only pray that my latest gift will stay with me, and not join them.

We should have been blowing out candles tomorrow, and watching our little one smearing cake everywhere. Things should have been so different. But without that loss, I wouldn't have this little one growing in me. How difficult this all is. This is the first anniversary related to my losses that I've ever been pg. There are so many hurdles yet to go. I wish I knew how to get through them more easily.

Wishing things could be different, and yet not wanting to change anything about today...

Christine

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Registered: 03-27-2003
Thu, 04-03-2003 - 9:08am
Lighting a candle for your angel, Dylan.
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Thu, 04-03-2003 - 10:13am
Lighting another candle for Dylan.

-janet

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Thu, 04-03-2003 - 12:33pm
A candle for your angel