Still Questions on little guy's loss

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Registered: 09-17-2008
Still Questions on little guy's loss
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Tue, 09-15-2009 - 5:38pm

A year ago today is when we found out our little guy wasn't going to make it. I've come to terms with so much of the pain, but I still wonder why we have to go through losses. I'm a recent PAL grad, but I still don't know if I can TTC another time and survive the uneasy time of being pg again. What if it happens again?

I wish that I had never lost our little guy. For 15 weeks I carried him and for 14 of those weeks he had a beating heart. What happened? Why couldn't I keep him going? Did I do something I shouldn't have? I know those answers really never come, but I wish they could.


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Registered: 08-16-2007
Wed, 09-16-2009 - 12:59am

Thinking of you tonight.

I know that subsequent pregnancies don't make your loss any easier to bear, but I hope that your new bundle of joy can bring you some comfort during this sad anniversary day.

Nicole

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