Just wondering if I can hang out here if I don't have little kids?
I've already read your thanks for the welcome from everyone else, but I still wanted to add my welcome, too. As someone else has said, for those of us with babies still, it's nice to have someone more experienced around!
I'm so sorry to hear about the loss of your grandson; being bi-polar myself, and having been on the edge a time or two, I know the pain and understanding that comes from having seen the edge but not having gone over it. I'm glad to hear that your daughter is able to find some comfort somewhere, and VERY glad that although she has become very religious, the two of you are able to respect each other's beliefs (or lack of belief).
Welcome to the board!