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| Mon, 11-17-2003 - 6:25pm |
so, after being so happy yesterday i was thrown back into the work week today and woke up depressed. i didn't even wake up until after noon and then didn't feel like doing anything. i am so frustrated with not getting sent for enough jobs and not getting my paychecks. i feel broke, sad and worthless. i applied for a job and they are not being quick about getting the process going-- the girl i gave my application to is a friend of a friend who is being rude- i am more qualified for her job than she is and she is asking me if i want to work the front desk... nothing wrong with that, but there is some point to which i would like to have jobs that are not high school kids after school jobs and feel like i graduated college for something! i keep being asked to pour more money into pictures, photo shoots, makeup and i don't want to right now because i want to just see the money now. modeling is making me feel fat and ugly right now and i don't like that! i know that i need to do it if i want to get more jobs, have to spend a little to get even more. i am so down about money and work right now! i just need a big hug (and a paycheck).

I am sending you the biggest hugs possible.
Can I ask what you went to college for?
I am thinking of you!
((((((((((((((((((((voguegirl15))))))))))))))))))))
Pamela
And just in case 1 isn't enough, here's another
((((((((((((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))))))))
I'm sorry, I have no paycheck to give you. lol I'm finding myself in a similar money predicament.
I really wish I had words of wisdom to give you or a magic wand to wave over you and make everything go away, but I don't. The best I can tell you is to hang in there. Yes, I know that saying gets tiring and cliched, but it's really true. NOTHING can stay bad forever and believe me I KNOW how that doesn't seem possible. I've had the year straight from Hell directly to me. But please find hope and faith that things CAN and WILL get better. In the meantime, just know that you are NOT alone.
Christina
sia :)
Sia