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Struggling
| Mon, 11-17-2003 - 8:32pm |
Ok--Saturday night I did not take enough pills and woke up with an awful headache on Sunday and felt sick all day. Today I had an appointment with my psychiatrist. He changed my meds and got things set in motion for me to go into the hospital tomorrow and begin ECT again on Friday. I told him I would be safe at home tonight.I did not tell him about Saturday night. Yes, I know it was wrong not to, but there is just nothing else he can do. I do not intend to go to the hospital tomorrow. I have been there. I have had ECT. Nothing works and I am just causing everyone a lot of trouble and expense. If anyone cares at all about me, then please hope that I succeed this time. I want it to be over before the holiday season gets into full swing. I'm too self centered to read anyone else's posts now. I wouldn't be of any help anyway. You all are wonderful. I hope someday the miracle pill is invented and you all escape this terrible depression thing. Debbie

Common whats going on here you have two grown children who would be devasted if they lost you. Your name makes me smile cause it's what you like to do. Don't you dare leave us. WE need you here and your support. Please talk to me. What is this all about. Is it that no meds have helped or are you just giving up because that is not fair. Please talk to us some more and vent I want you to~~~~~~~~~~In my prayers~~~~~Amy~~~~~~~
I wish I knew what to say right now! I do know that you are loved by your children, by the ladies here on the board, and a lot of other people that I don't even know. I also know you need to hang in there. Sweetie, PLEASE call someone or go to the hospital NOW! YOU ARE IMPORTANT and YOU MATTER!!!!!!!!!! Hon, please hold on to that and get the help you need and deserve!
I wish you peace, love and light sweetheart!
Love,
Traci
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Please call and get help. Your family loves and need you. You are such an important person, I only wish you could see it.
I am thinking of you and sending you hugs.
Please take care
Pamela
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