I AM HERE AND STRUGGLING
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I AM HERE AND STRUGGLING
| Mon, 11-17-2003 - 9:18pm |
I can't believe what kind of day this has turned into. I went to the library this morning and I had spent three days last week out at my parent's as they were worried about my suicidal feelings and my self harm. I left the library and went home. About 10 min into me being home Marty who works the desk called and asked me if I was ok. I was like fine. Why? He said the police were there as someone made a 911 call saying they were going to kill themself. I told him I was fine. Mind you there are like 2 people here Marty and Mary that I can talk to about my depression,self harm and suicidal feelings. They aren't just people in the library to me they are like friends. Anyway the police came to my house and wound up taking me to the station and having me talk with their crisis worker, after about two hours I was released and now I came back to the library to send off this post. Mary and Marty have both apologized to me for what I had to go through and Mary told me she told the cops it didn't sound like something I would do. Also it turns out she is going to be going to the same place I go for therapy and she considers me like a friend not just a patron although she did tell me that they are all sorry this happened because I am one of their favorite patrons, Well, library is closing so i got to go for now but like I said I am struggling and I am self harming. My upper arm is cut now as well as I carved Hate Me into my right thigh. Love and Hugs Andrea

I'll be thinking about you, and hoping you can feel better soon,
Rose
((((((((Andrea)))))))), it is good to see a post from you!
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((((((((((Voguegirl15)))))))))), thank you so much for that post!
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